Jen and I have nothing to do.. whitby totally sucks ass! maybe if we had money, or gas wasn't so expensive! We were gonna go out for dinner at a place in pickering, but my mom said no, because it would be a waste of gas. So now we're sitting in my room trying to figure out something cheap and enteraining to do....

yesterday was quite amusing we had a suntan lotion and aloe vera gel fight... don't ask haha. 
and we had a good time friday night.. Pirates At Worlds End  was amazing!! I mean Johnny totally rocked as Captain Sparrow //I heart him//
and Orlando, stepped up and became a man!! haha.. and well Kiera, I think she's awesome... totally wicked as The Pirate King haha

anyways... we have to figure something out ..

I'm Ghost

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current mood: aggravated

why is it that I sometimes feel like a beautiful girl, trapped in an ugly girls body?

Don't think that I think I'm ugly, cause there are some days when I think I'm beautiful, but it just seems like those days are few and far between. Take today for example. I tried on like a million different outfits, and none of them looked good, and don't get me started on my hair! I have no idea what to do with it anymore. Its not curly, its not straight, its freakin POOFY!!!

I'm just sick of everyone defining beautiful as skinny, medium height, clear skin, perfect hair, big boobs, big butt.. etc. I mean c'mon.. most girls ain't built like that!! WE AREN'T BARBIES! Even some celebs have horrible skin.. but you'd never know that because of, yes thats right, lighting, camera angles and makeup. Makes the rest of normal girls look bad.. urgh.. maybe I'm just having an off-day... I'll keep ya posted

I'm Ghost

Xo_DrowningInHim

current mood: frustrated

Hey guys!

I'm going to try and keep this updated as much as possible.
Anyways today should be fun, later on I'm going to my grandma's and my mom, my cousin, her son and my grandparents and I are going to have a BBQ and play yard games, should be fun! I just love warm summer days! brings the best out in people, don'tcha think?

I have a correction to make to an earlier post, I was suposed to be going to St. Lawrence, but I had a change of heart and decided that Georgian College would be better, so I'll be going there in September instead :)

hm.. lets see, on the agenda for tomorrow? Oh yeah I'm going to reserve my residence at Barrie, and then later on Jen's sleeping over.. we're gunna do what all the cool kids do... watch Borat and eat junk food, duh! Jen! I haven't found Jackass Number 2 yet!! :(  

well I gotta go get ready and such!
I'll keep ya'll updated 
Lots of love

I'm ghost

xo_DrowningInHim

current mood: happy

so this is gunna sound really lame but my friend, JKB and I are making it a goal to learn the Everybody Backstreets Back Video Dance... 
its awesome. I just started learning it last night and I almost have all the moves down haha
I'm watching the video and using AJ as my model!, by the way, he is a GREAT teacher haha

alright, I'm gunna go practice a bit more, then get ready for an exam!!
I'm ghost
xo_DrowningInHim

Its January 24th! and its my bsb bash!! my friends Nick*, Paris* and JKB* are throwing it for me!! they bought me a cake and everything XD I am soo excited. we'll probably just order pizza and play games and such. 
I have to go and pick them up in about an hour.. then its off to my place to listen to bsb, and play pool. 
This is an awesome last-day-of-high-school-forever party.. I love my friends!! 

<3 Paris, JKB, and Nick<3

okay, so I'm going to get ready and such.
I'm ghost
xo_DrowningInHim


* all names have been changed, to protect the innocent. haha..

current mood: hyper