nickie

Party Friday?!? =)

2007-06-07T02:01:59Z

well I thought I should try sticking to my promise to update this as much as possible.
Lets see.. well on Saturday I went to the fair with my mom, her boyfriend and his 3 (very opinionated) children, thank god I had a really good friend there Miss. Jen Z (thank you sooo much for coming, it would have been a horrible day had you not been there). It was one of the most awkward nights of my life. I think I even said to Jen at one point when we were on the Ferris Wheel looking down at the group that they looked like a happy family.. a little discouraging... my mother says I'm not putting enough effort into trying to get to know them all... but can I help it if one talks way more than I'm comfortable with, the other seems a little stuck up and the other one is sooo opinionated that he ALWAYS has to be right?!
Sunday was pretty good, Jen and I went out for lunch with my dad, and guess what!? I ate Calamari (I have no idea how its spelt) it was gross, after I knew what it was (Octopus)... Once me and Jen got back home we just chilled, until she pointed out that she drew a GREEN mustache on my AJ picture... =P (you owe me a new pic chicklet)
and now my wonderful girl, Jenny (it's your new name) has informed me that she may be having a small party on Friday night.. Booyah!!! Boozage time!! =D
well I'm typed out

I'm ghost

xox_DrowningInHim

Nothing To Do!

2007-05-27T20:01:03Z

Jen and I have nothing to do.. whitby totally sucks ass! maybe if we had money, or gas wasn't so expensive! We were gonna go out for dinner at a place in pickering, but my mom said no, because it would be a waste of gas. So now we're sitting in my room trying to figure out something cheap and enteraining to do....

yesterday was quite amusing we had a suntan lotion and aloe vera gel fight... don't ask haha.
and we had a good time friday night.. Pirates At Worlds End was amazing!! I mean Johnny totally rocked as Captain Sparrow //I heart him//
and Orlando, stepped up and became a man!! haha.. and well Kiera, I think she's awesome... totally wicked as The Pirate King haha

anyways... we have to figure something out ..

I'm Ghost

xo_DrowningInHim

Sometimes...

2007-05-19T18:39:10Z

why is it that I sometimes feel like a beautiful girl, trapped in an ugly girls body?

Don't think that I think I'm ugly, cause there are some days when I think I'm beautiful, but it just seems like those days are few and far between. Take today for example. I tried on like a million different outfits, and none of them looked good, and don't get me started on my hair! I have no idea what to do with it anymore. Its not curly, its not straight, its freakin POOFY!!!

I'm just sick of everyone defining beautiful as skinny, medium height, clear skin, perfect hair, big boobs, big butt.. etc. I mean c'mon.. most girls ain't built like that!! WE AREN'T BARBIES! Even some celebs have horrible skin.. but you'd never know that because of, yes thats right, lighting, camera angles and makeup. Makes the rest of normal girls look bad.. urgh.. maybe I'm just having an off-day... I'll keep ya posted

I'm Ghost

Xo_DrowningInHim

Warm Summer Dayz

2007-05-11T17:42:09Z

Hey guys!

I'm going to try and keep this updated as much as possible.
Anyways today should be fun, later on I'm going to my grandma's and my mom, my cousin, her son and my grandparents and I are going to have a BBQ and play yard games, should be fun! I just love warm summer days! brings the best out in people, don'tcha think?

I have a correction to make to an earlier post, I was suposed to be going to St. Lawrence, but I had a change of heart and decided that Georgian College would be better, so I'll be going there in September instead :)

hm.. lets see, on the agenda for tomorrow? Oh yeah I'm going to reserve my residence at Barrie, and then later on Jen's sleeping over.. we're gunna do what all the cool kids do... watch Borat and eat junk food, duh! Jen! I haven't found Jackass Number 2 yet!! :(

well I gotta go get ready and such!
I'll keep ya'll updated
Lots of love

I'm ghost

xo_DrowningInHim

Backstreet's Back ALRIGHT!!

2007-05-10T23:58:46Z

Oh my god they're back again!!!
My boys are back and they are better than ever (even though Kevin's gone)
Their 2 new songs "Happily Never After" and "Helpless When She Smiles" are amazing, although I feel that HWSS is a bit better, the imagery of the lyrics are beautiful.. You can almost picture the video can't ya.

Just thought I'd do a little post for ya'll I'll keep in touch

I'm ghost xoxoxox

DrowningInHim

Update!

2007-04-03T01:50:23Z

Hey guys!
I know I haven't been on here for a while. I seriously forgot about my account on here lol.
Thought I'd give a little update on stuff. So yeah, I'm still obsessed with The Backstreet Boys. Can't wait for their new album to come out.
I got accepted to both St. Lawrence College and Georgian College. I'm seriously considering St. Lawrence. But I'm not completely sure yet. Let's see... what else is new? Oh! I got another tattoo. Its a music note, treble clef and a star(all black items), music note and treble clef represent my love for music, and the star represents my respect for AJ McLean.
That's really all that's new in the world of Nicole.
I'll keep you guys posted.
and remember music is love, love is music, music is my life and I love my life
I'm ghost
xo_DrowningInHim

something I forgot...

2007-01-28T09:04:46Z

I was recently watching a bsb video.. and I remembered how sexy I thought guys who wore nail polish were.. I mean AJ is totally doable in that video (Incomplete) ... I mean I like the cute, average boy next doors (ie Brian) but theres just something so sexy about the rebel-ish ones..

I just felt I had to write that
Its gettin late here, so I'm ghost
xo_DrowningInHim

backstreets back dance

2007-01-25T14:26:22Z

so this is gunna sound really lame but my friend, JKB and I are making it a goal to learn the Everybody Backstreets Back Video Dance...
its awesome. I just started learning it last night and I almost have all the moves down haha
I'm watching the video and using AJ as my model!, by the way, he is a GREAT teacher haha

alright, I'm gunna go practice a bit more, then get ready for an exam!!
I'm ghost
xo_DrowningInHim

After Party

2007-01-25T01:45:06Z

okay so tonight was our little bsb party, and it was AWESOME! we had pizza and cake. then took the party downstairs and played hide-n-seek in pitch dark.. with only bsb music blasting it was awesomeXD
thank Paris, JKB, and Nick for an awesome night

and we even made valentine plans! but I'll write about that tomorrow! my keyboard is being a major tool and not letting me type so...
I'm ghost
xo_DrowningInHim

bsb par-tay!

2007-01-24T18:13:36Z

Its January 24th! and its my bsb bash!! my friends Nick*, Paris* and JKB* are throwing it for me!! they bought me a cake and everything XD I am soo excited. we'll probably just order pizza and play games and such.
I have to go and pick them up in about an hour.. then its off to my place to listen to bsb, and play pool.
This is an awesome last-day-of-high-school-forever party.. I love my friends!!

<3 Paris, JKB, and Nick<3

okay, so I'm going to get ready and such.
I'm ghost
xo_DrowningInHim

* all names have been changed, to protect the innocent. haha..

booger boy!

2007-01-23T23:04:57Z

okay, so today at lunch my friends are I we having the most hilarious conversation.
I don't even know how it started, but we got on the topic of boogers, and picking noses and my friend Nick* was like when I was little I used to pick my nose and smear it on the wall! and me, Paris* and JKB* started laughing uncontrollably! about 10 minutes later we found out that he still does it!! he never uses kleenex! my girls and I were shocked!! so then we started calling him Booger Boy.. I think he officially hates us now!
then he started to make fun of Paris because she has a gas problem... that was pretty funny too.. JKB used to bite her nails.. which is a bad habit.. and me? well I obsess over the strangest things! I mean c'mon BULL SHIT BOYS? (as my mom calls them).
I'd have to say that it was one of the best lunches we've had!!
Okay, I just got sad *tear* I'm gunna miss you guys!!

So in conclusion Nick got a funny new nickname, and the rest of us laughed our asses off!!
I'm so ghost!
xo_DrowningInHim

* all names have been changed, to protect the innocent.

family game night

2007-01-22T00:55:42Z

hello again!
so tonight we had family game night at my cousins, and it was so much fun. We chatted, and joked.
I realized just tonight that when I leave to go to college I'm gunna miss my family.
They may not be much in anyone else's eyes, but to me, they mean the world.
I may say I hate them, or that I never wanna be like them, and that may be true from a financial point of view,
but they have other things that even the richest person may never have, the carefree laughter, the understanding, they are good people.
And I love them. I love them very much. Especially my mom. Without her, I'd be nothing.

well that was my deep thought for the night haha, okay I'm ghost.
xo_DrowningInHim

nothing important, just typing..

2007-01-21T05:22:26Z

This will be my first official entry! and I hate to say it, but its not going to be all that interesting! I just got home from babysitting, and I'm now writing this paragraph, and listening to bsb. This song would be an awesome wedding song. Sorry I don't know where that came from.
I am anxiously awaiting the 24th. Its going to be a very good day- but I'll leave that post for another day haha.
anyways I'm off to burn a cd, and possibly go to bed!
Love you all...
xo_DrowningInHim.